My birthday is this month and I’d like to do something for it, but all my friends abandoned me when I got sick, I’ve got no-one to hang out with. It’s cold outside and I’m recovering from a stroke and still have trouble walking, so I’d need to do something in my own home. It also needs to be free as I have no income at all, so things like renting a film off amazon or whatever are off limits.
Any suggestions? Years ago I would have celebrated with some magic mushrooms but aside from the financial aspect, I don’t even know who to get them off any more. I’m totally out of ideas. Just something that will make the day feel a bit special and different from every other day.
You could write letters to yourself with themes: letter for past self, for when you’re feeling down, for when you’re celebrating something in the future, for when you’re feeling aimless, for your next birthday, etc. might have some similar introspective epiphanies like a mushroom trip would!