That’s a wild ride. Hopefully you’re at least pain free now.

I don’t love the idea of continuing on, but I’m not suicidal. Let’s just say, if things were to end suddenly, I’m ok with that. I’ll see you all later (or not, who knows?).

As long as my life isn’t constant torture, I’m ok continuing on, as long as I’m able to help those that I care about. They’re my reason.