This is like, the weirdest thing ever imo. I feel more girlish when warm and more boyish when cold. The only similar thing I can think of is how some marine animals’ eggs change their gender when exposed to different temperatures.
Initially when taking hormones, I called myself non-binary precisely because of this, although I changed my pronouns to she/her afterwards because I thought I “wasn’t committing” (no shade to enbies or gender fluid folk, this was purely about my own anxieties). But even after my anxiety has calmed down greatly, I still feel the same phenomena. I think it might be linked to stress (I’m very stressed right now), but the pattern I have noticed over like, 12 weeks now, really stands out to me.
I hope I’m severely misinterpreting something, because I don’t want to be dissected by scientists trying to figure out whatever new X-men mutant powers I am developing.
Does anybody have even slightly similar experiences? Am I actually just NB or gender fluid (I think I might be)?
Wild speculation incoming: I think, especially with estrogen, your sensitivity to temperature becomes stronger. Feet and hands get cold faster and, if you have it, libido is tied to temperature too. Depending on how warm I feel, my libido changes too. Warm means high, cold means low. Maybe it has something to do with that?