It’s hard when you have the ideas but not the health to do things. I’ve been there, and it can be so frustrating. Hugs. But also, a small example of why it doesn’t matter. I’m lucky enough to have outdoor garden space. But sometimes life gets in the way, or the weather, or tiredness; and weeds go crazy and plants need pruning and it’s an unkempt jungle. But my few indoor pot plants? I water them weekly, pull off any dead leaves, and take care of them. I enjoy them just as much as the outdoor space, enjoy them more often, because I see them every single day and it brightens up my space. Bigger isn’t necessarily better. Small things can make life nicer just the same.