I’ve been stuck in a depressive episode ever since the election kicked my mental health into decline again. I have been trying to dig myself out of it all week. Going to spend the weekend trying to clean up the depression mess from months of rotting in my house and then try to get on top of eating enough food again. I’m trying to accept my limitations even though I often feel bad about myself for being able to do less than other people do. I’m so jealous of people who can just exist without every tiny chore and responsibility being an enormous uphill struggle.