I literally might just die of a heart attack the first time I try to go out wearing feminine clothes. I guess it wouldn’t be the worst way to die lol

Maybe try small steps at a time. Like, relatively neutral clothes with fem accessories?

Or alternatively, go all in, but in a costume so there’s a bit more disconnect with it? At least for me, that felt like a much less big deal (even with small, but noticable breast forms), even with meeting up with my sister and a few other people whom I’m still not out to. But my goal wasn’t to get use to dressing that way and I’m not sure how much its helped with being comfortable dressing like that outside of costume. .