I have to go to a stupid Passover Seder tonight. I’m going to pretend to be schizophrenic so the rabbi and his wife don’t ask me too many questions. I’m going to tell them that I have a supercomputer controlling my mind and I can only say things that the supercomputer lets me say.

Bit difficult because they are at the CIA. They could easily fuck me up again, though I don’t really care if they do.

The trouble is that I can’t control it. Lies come out easier than the truth. It’s been this way since childhood. I don’t have a mask. I create new identities, and I need to collapse myself into one identity and stick with it, and part of that would be to stop the lying. I don’t want to destroy my relationships again. I’m so confused about where to turn.

Yeah, but I’d still probably get in legal trouble for it. It does send a better message though, doesn’t it?

I’m not a satanist. I’m just a primary psychopath who loves a good laugh. I am not violent or evil. I’m pissed off at the CIA. Several assets, in particular.

Not up for paying for a lawyer. So glad I posted here before doing anything. At least half smart and half dumb. That’s better than all dumb.

What would it accomplish? Nothing g. It would be hilarious to get back at them, even if they didn’t realize what was happening. I would have a huge laughing attack over it, and those are always fun (I’m a primary psychopath). I just wish I could do SOMETHING.

I’m not even angry, that’s the thing. I don’t even get angry. I just want to do something funny to get back at them and enjoy a nice laughing attack (I am a primary psychopath). What do you mean by “more constructive ways?” Like, you have better, less dangerous ideas?

Jesus Christ that sounds like a lot of work. I’m just a run-of-mill primary psychopath. We don’t usually bother with difficult things and just say, “fuck it”

What was the favorite book? Something worth reading? I love to read!

Not in the least.

Thank you for your reply. I am truly a lifestyle actress (and therefor a lifestyle troll) and I think up mostly ridiculous shit. I am trying to figure out a legal way to get back at them, even if only I myself find amusing. I don’t care if they don’t care. It’s just a funny thing to do. I just want to avoid legal trouble. From posting here, I’ve realized from all you good people that I should avoid burning crosses lmao.

Yeah I didn’t even think about that. Thanks.

Well yeah, but I was thinking I’d do an upside down cross or something. Maybe that would make it not be a hate crime???

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Thanks. I am beginning to see that it’s a bad idea.

No. I just thought it would be a funny way to get back at them. There is a reason I posted on here before actually following through with it. I’m not trying to intimidate the cops of fbi/cia. I just think it would be amusing.

Not so great, but at the time perfectly fine. Usually pretty okay. My psychologist told me that I have aspd but that what he considers me is a primary psychopath. It just doesn’t sound very good, and I like to manage what others see about me.

What is twitch?

Thanks.

I don’t really believe in talk therapy. Do you think it can help with the level of problems I might have? Do you think this warrants medication?