I saw dozens of psychiatrists, counselors, therapists and psychologists. Got absolutely nothing out of it.
Eventually i found my way to a Trauma Treatment Center where they specialize in fucked up little nuggets like me.
And then my life changed because I got the help I needed and was able to unwind a lot of my problems and develop coping tools for what I couldn’t repair.
I wish I could do that
The problem is that if you don’t have the money/insurance/referrals/whatever to get into one of those Trauma Treatment Centers, or otherwise stumble into the actually useful people who know what to do with trauma somehow, then you’re doomed to dealing with all of those other useless sorts who just tell you to meditate it off.
how did you find or get into the Trauma Treatment Center, by the way?
you’re fuckin suss