(They/Them) I like TTRPGs, history, (audio and written) horror and the history of occultism.

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Cake day: January 24th, 2025

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  • Hey, I wanted to say I’m sorry for using ambiguous language there. My time studying history has profoundly affected me, so I tend to use “Opinion” to mean “What’s your understanding and reasoned analysis of X thing?”

    The alternate implications slipped my mind when I posted. My bad!

    I wanted to say thanks for sharing your thoughts and I think we’re actually on the same page with regards to current AI technology. I do recognize that a lot of people are interested in using it, and that they will continue to highly value the functionality it has. My objections to it are, of course, related to secondary concerns and problematic social issues- which I think you understand based on your post.





  • Fighting hypervilgilance that wants me to keep track of all the new everywhere all the time, since I know that I’m as safe as I can be in the US and if something big happens I have lots of channels of information to find out about it. Just need to focus on my life and the little joys I can have, like making a cup of tea and enjoying this absurd song I heard that’s kind of a dance club remix of a synthetic voice reading PR stuff about queer people? It’s honestly great.












  • I’m playing Dungeon Drafters, a deck-building, turn-based, tactical rogue-like. (What a mouthful) It’s been very fun, the emphasis on positioning reminds me of some of the fun aspects of other tactics games I’ve played; and, the deck-building is pretty fun.

    The game has some interesting tweaks on the formula, like you graveyard not being shuffled back into your deck except at special shrines in the run, so you have to deploy cards more tactically and individual cards are allowed to be much more impacfcul as a result. Status conditions are amazing in this game and I love using them.

    The art style is charming and I really enjoy how clever I feel when my careful positioning and shuffling allows me to efficiently take out opponents.


  • My bingo-board didn’t have, “replacing actual research with a liar-box,” but here we are. I’ve noticed, to my increasing discomfort, trends with using ChatGPT (and similar) to replace actual research into topics, or people using them to “summarize” articles. As someone with actual research training it’s pretty alarming to realize how little people understand about what research is.

    I’ve seen how badly these things mangle my area of academic interest, because they can’t write reasonable citations.




  • I agree with your assessment and relate to the experience of suddenly finding your body is crying out with needs. I have often got really into something and then came out of it dry-mouthed, tired, cold and in desperate need of a stretch and bathroom break.

    Sleeping is a welcome relief sometimes. I often find it helps when I’m feeling really burnt out, because that’s often a sign (for me) of overfull mental RAM. I’ve got to many things queued up and they need to be dropped, but it’s impossible to do that without the almighty resetting power of full unconsciousness.

    I have been trying out some things recommended by my therapist- namely, trying to use my experience with writing and roleplaying to create opportunities for my subconscious thoughts to be expressed. Mostly this means mentally writing dialogue about something important and letting whatever immediately comes to mind fill out one half of it. It’s been kind of helpful for regulating my emotions and coping with rejection dysphoria.

    Thanks for this post, it was nice to read.