I work with ppl with suicidal ideation and past suicide attempts, if you think it is serious, please seek medical assistance, generally speaking having plans and carrying out the plans is considered decently serious. If that’s not something you want to do there are other things you can try, usually physical activities can help a decent bit, or leaving the house to go to somewhere with lots of people and just let everything stimulate the sense can also help.

How exactly did you know or who exactly is telling you they are not? They went from criminalizing it to actively cracking down on it to fineing and banning large corporations who practice it, it’s rampant in middleing and small businesses but again that is a complicated issues that’s caused by the sheer amount of competition due to the population, how do you effectively deal with that? Go full Nazi and do population control?

It also seemed like you been ingesting way too much western propaganda, Confucius famously flamed a mysognist for looking down on his wife, and that quote has been misused by liberals to portrait him as one. Most sane people don’t look up to emperors and actively realize feudalism was shit for everyone except the rich, unfortunately for whatever reason liberals fucking love them. Essentially if you are talking to a Lib assume them as the worse pieces of shit second only to fascist because they are.

996 it’s already illegal, this is a more complicated issue, while I really don’t like to blame the people instead of the system, this problem has been exacerbated by the fact that there’s just so many competition, CPC actively cracked down on Jack ma for trying to implement 996 and fined him, which is good, but it’s impossible to stop hundreds of thousands of small businesses doing the same because no body is reporting them. Like I said before most Chinese are actually communist only in name, they only claim to be because CPC raised their living conditions, they in the long term mostly contributs to the problems CPC is trying to solve.

I’m in a similar position, let me just summarize a few thing I concluded.

1. There’s a big difference between the Communist Party of China’s policies and what your “average” Chinese think it’s right, and despite what west keep saying, CPC is actually way too laxed on some aspect of control. Your average person wouldn’t bother to understand theories and would only understand their own living conditions, which is fine since that’s one of the main aspects of Communism, but they have no ways of really understand how to achieve said prosperity. There are decent amount of degenerates and Nazbols in China as well, but long as they don’t cross the line CPC leave them be. Having the system be on the right side of history is what matters.
2. For your second point about “prestige” school it actually has been a talking point since the Deng era reforms, the school, while prestigious, isn’t state owned, again long as they don’t break any laws CPC won’t crack down on it. As for wether you think the Deng era reforms are right, well I’m pretty sure most of the people on this site agrees with it and I won’t post an essay on wether I think it’s right you would have to do your own research.
3. Chinese right wing nationalists wants everything none Chinese out of the country. National extremists are right wing no matter what, doesn’t matter if they come from a left wing country or support a left wing government, CPC doesn’t support their idea, they are openly enacting policies that benefits everyone not just themselves at the expenses of others like right wings governments.

In conclusion, it literally matters not at all at what some incel online says or does, long as CPC is on the right track I support China, and in the unlikely event that China is no longer run by CPC then I would have zero attachment to that country and it’s people.

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