Bearlifter [he/him]

I think bearsite has less of this than other trans spaces, but it’s still here, I’ve seen trickles of hatred of masculinity, of being male, of men, trans or cis. I won’t deny that it makes me feel, (I can’t speak for all transmasc folks here) sort of like I don’t belong here, I’ve wandered into a space that isn’t intended for me, even though we’re all trans together.

I keep this card around on my desk because I love it. Look at that doofy face ❤️

Is this it? Closest I could find for you.

Yeah phallo. It’s really expensive so I am required to have insurance, and they only take employer plans :( I’m stressed ASF about it

I’m afraid I’m going to be stuck in-between phases forever… I was lucky enough to have work insurance to get stage one done but I lost my job and I haven’t been able to get another one that offers insurance. I feel like a freak, I’m starting to not want to be naked with my husband anymore either. It’s been a year since stage one, stage 2 was supposed to be 6 months after… I don’t know what to do. Hundreds of applications, declined by all of them.