【【重音テト】颓废的人生赞歌【Ro2noki】-哔哩哔哩】 https://b23.tv/Bd8UPK7

【【洛天依原创】GRAVITY-哔哩哔哩】 https://b23.tv/3YZPhSr

【【洛天依海伊原创】洗脑日记-哔哩哔哩】 https://b23.tv/IIaABpB

Mmm. Very very fun experience <:) I don’t think I’m cut out for…. Words (?) word… word of wording…. Word…. I can sit and draw for hours but the moment it comes to writing or formatting of any words- I just. Don’t know where to start?

It is so different having a piece of your art in your hands! Ahhh…. I should have more printing of my works :’) Well, expect more edgy interpretations of edgy vocaloid songs!

On another topic, I’m returning to therapy, and my therapist is holding me hostage (light hearted joke) as I have ghosted them way too much times after convincing myself I’m wasting money and resources and I can fix myself, oh well 😣 I will try to not run away this time!

It is really really really hard for me to express myself or talk anything about myself to, every single person in my life. I even find myself censor thoughts and feelings before they fully appear, and unable to say or even think how I really feel because I feel so…… unsafe? 😭I know all I have talked about is myself on this website, well, on my art posts! That’s highly unusual and I guess I’m creating a space to be a bit self indulgent! <:) it’s really hard to draw things I like or for myself? Hahaha

Anyway! Im hooking up with a local (commie?) queer place to sell the rat love postcards for Maha! Im so so so excited! I really hope this works out! I really need to make a poster for her so I can tape it everywhere! I also have 4747395 homeworks idk how to start??? (untrue. I have an essay that has been late for like 2 months because I can’t write essays for some reason?)

Human minds and existences are so fascinating, vast, and amazing! Woah, this makes me ponder if all of the existences that existed and existing and will be! This world is such an amazing place, with so much pain 😭

Do u have any favorite edgy songs of your own? :O

Have a lovely day everyone and hang in there 🫂🫂🫶💗