Kind of a follow up from my question from a few days ago, for me just depresses me and usually I’m working or worried about stuff anyways so I don’t know how to enjoy festivities, plus being eternally alone without a partner makes things even sadder. Xmas is more of a post it of how much my life has failed.

  • grrgyle@slrpnk.net
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    12 hours ago

    Stress.

    But every now and then I get a little whiff of the magic dust that other people seem to love. Like watching my partner dress a tree while listening to Frank Sinatra.

    I don’t have any of the nostalgia for the effects, but I can put on a jovial kind of tolerance.

    I’m building a new nostalgia, so that in a couple decades maybe I’ll really feel it.