Kind of a follow up from my question from a few days ago, for me just depresses me and usually I’m working or worried about stuff anyways so I don’t know how to enjoy festivities, plus being eternally alone without a partner makes things even sadder. Xmas is more of a post it of how much my life has failed.
I like the time off from work, but actual Xmas doesn’t mean anything. I think it’s cosy with Xmas decorations and Xmas trees through. I enjoy it in that way, but it has no spiritual meaning to me.
Also every single person seems to feel horrible and lonely around Xmas since it’s so much pressure. Before I met my girl, I was always lonely on xmas too.