my libido was pretty much completely gone. No morning wood, etc.
With each reply, the more I look at this the more I wonder what and how and why even, with regard to myself. I dunno if I understand anything. I’m not gonna fuck with my dose personally, not now anyway, but it feels really weird I guess Idk. This is a bad feel
Fwiw, I do seperate libido and desire for myself even if they feel kind of tied together in an ugly fashion… like my brain chemicals or whatever are fuckin tricking me into sex? Ech. It occurs to me that sex-thoughts only even… kind of occur in my brain? Aw jeesh I don’t understand anything anymore =)
I find it fascinating & cool that you went in with the idea to reduce or eliminate your libido. It’s been ages but maybe that was a motivator for me too, cannot recall…
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With each reply, the more I look at this the more I wonder what and how and why even, with regard to myself. I dunno if I understand anything. I’m not gonna fuck with my dose personally, not now anyway, but it feels really weird I guess Idk. This is a bad feel
Fwiw, I do seperate libido and desire for myself even if they feel kind of tied together in an ugly fashion… like my brain chemicals or whatever are fuckin tricking me into sex? Ech. It occurs to me that sex-thoughts only even… kind of occur in my brain? Aw jeesh I don’t understand anything anymore =)
I find it fascinating & cool that you went in with the idea to reduce or eliminate your libido. It’s been ages but maybe that was a motivator for me too, cannot recall…