Closed off pride month just in time by sleeping with a trans micro-celebrity, attending a nice queer party with my friends and then taking my gal pal home for the most intense play sessions we’ve ever had. Pretty crazy weekend, at some point i actually cried with joy that this is my life now and that i get to meet all these wonderful, amazing people. If somebody would’ve shown me pics of my dates from last weekend and present-day me 3 years ago in my questioning phase, i would not have believed them that it could be real. But here i am. God, i love being trans, coming out is the best thing i ever did.

i love being a non binary woman!!!

GOD I LOVE BEING WEAPONIZED FOR ISLAMOPHOBIC AND RACIST REASONS I LOVE MY GENDER IDENTITY BEING USED TO JUSTIFY THE DEATHS OF THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE I LOVE RIGHT WING PRICKS ONLY RECOGNIZING MY HALF EXISTING WHEN MY OTHER HALF IS BEING ATTACKED

I’m not far in my transition at all, I started dressing a bit differently but due to medical reasons I can’t bind. Someone called me a young man today though and I didn’t expect it.

I’ve been gender ambiguous before so it’s not really new to me for people to assume I’m a guy but it feels differently now that I know I’m actually trans.

More and more people getting their eggs broken by the bear site

Meep meep I used to post here like 1-2yrs ago and now i am back.

Happy to report my tits have DOUBLED IN SIZE since the last time I posted. Progesterone rips, one of the greatest drugs of all time, highly recommend

So I don’t have cancer

The trans group chat im in is too lib :(

If you ever need to bully a cis person, you could always say something like, “Nice name… DID YOUR MOM PICK IT OUT FOR YOU??”

I’ve started E about 40 something days ago, I feel good about it, the mental effects are nice, and I’m seeing some physical effects already which is also good

I’m doing estrogen monotherapy using gel, homemade, and it has been working well as far as I can tell, I haven’t gotten any blood work done but I’m planning on it soon

I’m also experimenting with a different form https://stickies.neocities.org/stickies buccal absorb type things, I made some without estrogen and they seem to stick on very well and dissolve slowly, but it’s kind of uncomfortable, I don’t know if I’d get used to it or not, so not sure whether to make dosed one or not.

Speaking of guides, I’m writing a guide on how to make gel at home, not 100% sure where I should post it when I’m done, but it’s gonna be more thorough than anything I found while doing research to make my gel

I wish I had someone who could just do my makeup for me.
The idea of having to look at myself without it keeps me from doing it at all.

Happy Disability Pride Month to our disabled comrades!

Had my first face-to-face conversation with my dad after telling him I’m trans and he really wants to remind me a lot of people regret surgeries

Last injection post because I can’t do this every week but 4TH INJECTION LETS GOOOOO

:yea: I really need to actually try girl stuff in real life to move forward. Just thinking about it isn’t helping me understand.