Just a random thought I had. But, around 2010 I really enjoyed making how-to guides (you know the ones using hypercam to screen record, techno background songs, and using notepad to talk out steps). For some reason starting a lemmy instance and the whole process of customizing it, creating content, being on other lemmy instances, without any strategy or care of sorts reminds me of those days. And it’s just quite nice to relive that again.

  • @pexavc@lemmy.worldOP
    link
    fedilink
    511 months ago

    yeah the way you phrased it. noticed again. i always felt I was aware of my motivations and actions the past decade. but now i have noticed that I was just lying to myself. the joy of creating for the sake of, was long gone.