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  • magi [null/void]English
    7•22 days ago
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    Mhm stuff I try not to dump too often it’s bad shit recounting it, especially when a memory comes out to greet you… thankfully I don’t feel much about it now.

    he doesnt try to box me in, or constrain me. So there’s this middle ground where I can try to show up with him

    At least that’s something, if only they understood the pain they can cause.

    My parents not understanding me would hurt me when I was younger but then I was afraid of them wanting to know me… more things to use against me or hurt me like they had already. I always wanted something more than what I got from them, I put up with too much for too long.

    • lilypad [she/her, undecided]English
      6•22 days ago
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      thankfully I don’t feel much about it now.

      Im glad it has less of an impact on you now, and is less painful.

      My parents not understanding me would hurt me when I was younger but then I was afraid of them wanting to know me… more things to use against me or hurt me like they had already.

      denji-just-like-me

      • magi [null/void]English
        6•22 days ago
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        I’m pretty chill as a person and don’t really get upset much (ash will confirm) it’s more like the hurt is filed into it’s own little box along with the anger and everything else surrounding it, it’s part of me but so deep to not ever see the light of day again.