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  • ashinadash [she/her]English
    8•22 days ago

    Oh fuck, I don’t have anything like this I guess. My dad got kicked out young and his dad kind of hated him on and off, so there’s that I guess…

    Given what your father has gone through… damn. I think I remember saying I hated your dad at some point, but it is a wonder he’s still going.

    • lilypad [she/her, undecided]English
      8•22 days ago

      yea he does the best with what he can. To his credit, kinda shit father but he never once hit me, like, he broke a many generations long cycle of physical abuse, and for that i am so fucking proud of him.

      Yeah, you did say that, and like, youre not wrong. I fucking hate his guts. But i also love him. Its weird and complicated vivian-shrug

      • ashinadash [she/her]English
        9•22 days ago

        Right I recall this, knowing all that shit he does at least deserve credit, even if he is the worst fucker in so many other ways. Progress in small steps…

        Wow that does sound kinda complicated niko-happy I usually cut family members off with all the hesitation of cutting low branches on a forest path, respect tho.

        • lilypad [she/her, undecided]English
          8•22 days ago

          Eh, he is full of love, ive seen it and felt it, he just cannot express it very well, and its accompanied by so much other BS. I guess part of it also is that i just want my daddy back, cause he was an amazing father until i was like four or five or six and started to differentiate myself from him and not be his clone, and i really miss that niko-tear-wipe